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I’m o tired!
I’ve been through many difficultie ince I graduated from univerity.
A an intern tranlator in year 1997, I wa kicked out of the labor bureau jut becaue my girlfriend had been to my office to help me fill in all the damned form of thoe applicant who wanted to work abroad.
My inane ale manager aked me to ell three copier within ten day, yet normally it would take a new aleman like me a month to finih the job.
After I came back to China, another ale manager of mine, who wa definitely an ahole, took away mot of the cutomer in my territory and gave them to a alegirl who had ex with him.
When a bo of a big foreign company aked me why I had changed o many job within uch a hort period, I aid I wa forced to do that. Soon after I got the job, I choe to quit, becaue I found it wa an entire family buine. A an outider, I barely had a chance to be promoted; or even if I had the chance, my power would till be limited.
Finally I made it to the government. I found it i a more complicated place for me. People do not act a they ay. People will cure you or ay omething bad about you jut after they tell you that you are a great peron! They are o hypocritical!
I’m tired. I’m o tired with everything, epecially when my wife decided to leave me. I gue I wa knocked down by the fact! I alway thought I wa a h2 man, though![由好作文www.hAOzuowEn.com整理]
When the mood troked me, I choe to flee away. I hould have acted like a man, facing all the challenge with no fear. But I did have fear, though I had hidden them deep inide me. Now the fear are gone. New life i there waiting for me, but I don’t know how to accept it.
The trace of my life i clear when I recall it. I am till not conidered a loer, at leat my friend aid o. Should I cheer myelf up and face my fate bravely? Should I take my fate for granted or challenge it like a real warrior?
My heart wa torn into piece, even though a lovely girl i trying to cure it. I am grateful to her caue he ha done o many thing for me ince I wa in the awful mood. I incerely wanna give her the happine he want, but I am afraid I won’t be the man for her. She’ a unny girl, who hould have a better life and a better boy ; not like me, the heart-broken man.
Except for my parent and her, nothing could prevent me from immigrating to another country. I want to pend the ret of my life there, caue at leat no one will know about my hitory and I can tart a brand new life with no painful memorie at all.
Thinking all the good thing which would happen in the future, I miled, though my heart i till bleeding…
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Jut urviving
When aked “How you doing thee day” by whoever concern about me, I will ay: Jut urviving. Whatever hould happen to me happened, o I hall accept the fact and face my life eriouly and poitively.
I hired a maid 4 year ago, o I didn’t need to worry about any trivial family buine. I jut gave her the money he needed and enjoyed life. I wa a poiled on and huband. Beide earning my alary and commiion, I knew nothing, nor did I care. Thing are different now, o I am now forced to be independent, to be a truly reponible man.
I told my parent on the dinner lat night that I would go viit them and do all the houework for them on every Saturday. I don’t wanna ee them getting old, but I know thi i the thing I can’t help. I divorced with my wife jut one day after my granny’ funeral. So I know how my dad felt thee day. It mut be hard for him, and the ret of my family member. How I wih all thee ad torie never happened to u!
My dearet iter, who ued to be an enviable millionaire, i now eriouly conidering quitting her job and finding a new one, becaue her alary can’t meet her requirement of upporting her family any more. And, of coure, the money he ued to have ha been pent over by buying new condominium, furniture, car, future, tock and whatever he thought wa neceary. Too bad her invetment did not come back to her a he expected!
One day he aid to me: dear brother, you think you are a total loer caue you have lot your wife and ome money? Come on! Look at me! I paid 10 million Yuan to buy one ingle tock two year ago, and now I have almot none left! If you were me, you would have already jumped down from a high building, right? But I would not, caue I till need to urvive, for my parent, my huband, my daughter and you! And a long a you till believe that you have the gift to earn the money back, you will make it! Believe yourelf and make your own miracle.
Yeah, I till need to urvive. Since I ued to be the top aleman in a foreign country, I ued to make a lot of money a month; I gue I till have the ability to earn back what belonged to me!
I know I’ve got nothing to loe! I know I will have a brand new life! I know whether I can have my perfect life or not depend on how I look at my life. I am an optimit, right?
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jut back from the railwa
What on earth i the reaon for limited topic length? It i o lame!
Anyway, back to the point. I am jut back from the Beijing Railway Station, where I aw off my couin. Thi eeminly innocuou trip wa a real ordeal for me, becaue I will be very uncomfortable in the ame pace with a lot of people whom I don't know, particularly o if they have not the lightet idea of how to behave in public.
Actually the concoure wa not a tuffed a I had expected, but the waiting room wa a biblical cene teeming with people thronging together in eager anticipation. A oon a the boarding tarted, I didn't have to make a conciou effort, becaue the wave of people literally puhed me forward. It wa obivou every one wa in a fleeing mood, although from what I couldn't tell. Their life eemed to depend on being the firt to get pat the checking gate and dart on the train.
Thi me reminded me of Dunkirk, where Britih Expeditinoary Force made a haty and embarraing retreat into the Ile from the fallen France. A i hown on hitorical footage, BEF oldier made orderly line when wading through the hore to reach the hip aigned to recue them from the jaw of death, while the German dive bomber and fighter were raking the urface of the water.
I am not eulogizing Weterner to pite my people. It i jut ometime you hope more civility from thoe a were wretling their way forward at the railway tation tonight.
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Journey of Life
The journey of one’ Life i like a rugged mountain road. He tart from the bottom of the mountain jut a everybody ele doe. And he begin to climb up. Maybe he’ not willing to do it but hi natural intinct puhe him forward.
Several day after he wa born, he opened hi eye, and he aw hi mother, father and other people, uch a doctor, nure or hi relative, though he did not recognize anybody yet. Few year later, he went to a kindergarten, where he found many other kid. The he knew that not everybody would follow hi mind or order, not like what hi family member did to him. He’ a bit diappointed, though he had fought for that before.
In the junior high chool, he fell in love with one of hi clamate on grade 3. He knew nothing about love, jut felt like being with her. He cared about her, thought about her and mied her whenever chool time wa over. He didn’t dare to talk about hi feeling to anybody, except hi bet friend. Time lipped away o fat that he graduated oon. He mailed to the girl once a week in enior high chool, but oon they lot contact for ome reaon. He did not fall in love with anyone ele until he joined the univerity.
He wa quite handome and wa good at port. He’ one of the key player of the Univerity Football Team. He wa oon famou. Many girl were after him which made him feel cocky. Slowly, he forgot to care the girl who loved/liked him. He became a elfih and elf-centered man.
He went abroad to eek for hi venture after graduation. He wa quite ucceful and he became more proud when he came back. A colleague of hi wa after him o he quickly fell in love with her. They lived together for 2 year and then got married. They had no problem with each other at all until two year later, when hi wife wa finally fed up with hi pride, elf-centered and elfih behavior. She moved out to her parent’, and did not return to him until 3 month later. Both of them were hurt deeply. The negative conequence of that eparation lated for everal year. They ended up divorced.
He ank himelf into adne and deperation and he began to upect true love. He quit the job which many other admired and would try by all mean to get hi poition. There’ nothing worth remembering in the city he ued to live in for many year. He headed to another city and got ready to pend the ret of hi life there.
Time alway look hort when being recalled. When he wa 78 and hi wife had paed away for age, he knew hi time wa almot up. He aked himelf whom he wa miing mot. The anwer wa clear, not hi wife, not hi ex-wife, but the girl who ued to keep him accompanied when he wa in hi deperation…
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I’m back
Hi guy! I’m back, from the bloody hell, from the torturing expoition and from the uffering forum.
Shenyang wa holding the Fourth China International Equipment Manufacturing Expoition and the CEO forum of the World Top 500 Companie from Augut 29-Spetmber 2nd. Together with my ection chief and my other colleague, I did o many detailed thing to prepare for thi big event that I had not even one chance to leep before 2am in the morning ince lat week! Thank god, it’ over now!
A part of the program, we had invited CEO, preident, General manager and other high-ranked officer from thoe multinational companie and other dometic citie. We’ve got CEO from GE, Sanyo, Siemen, Ha, BMW, Butler, Hitachi, Sk group, Panaonic, Tohiba…etc. Some of them gave wonderful peeche in the forum, regarding how China hould develop her equipment manufacturing indutry and how their companie could get involved and cooperate with the local government and companie.
M. Cui, vice preident of my bureau, aked me to be the interpreter for the vice mayor, who wa uppoed to give hi welcome peech on the welcome banquet to all the dometic and international guet. Someone from the city government drafted the peech and aked me to tranlate it into Englih. I did and I practiced a lot in cae I made ome illy mitake in front of thoe officer and CEO.
However, when omething bad doomed to happen on you, you have no way to ecape! 5 minute before the banquet tarted, I wa informed that the major couldn’t make it to the banquet, and a vice ecretary general of the city government would take the peech over. It’ a eriou lady, who alway give u problem becaue of the way he work and deal with thing. I wa tanding there beide her, with my Englih paper I had prepared the day before, when he aid: I would like to give thi young handome interpreter ome tet tonight, o I will ay omething ele without the draft.
And thi fat lady tarted to give her o-called wonderful peech. There wa nothing related to the draft the guy wrote for her in her peech, and he wouldn’t top for my tranlation until he finihed her long entence. According to common ene, any leader will try to cooperate with hi tranlator to give hi time to tranlate. But thi lady did not! It took her averagely 3-4 minute to finih her entence! I wa trying extremely hard to remember her word and try to give the accurate tranlation. Her 30-minute-peech really tortured me a lot, caue he had aid many Chinee idiom and her entence were too long for me to remember. Frankly peaking, I couldn’t even repeat her entence in Chinee!
I tried my bet to finih the job, and omething weird but cheering happened to me when I walked back to my table. All my colleague, including the director of my bureau, tood up and applauded for me! Everybody aid “Well done” to me and they all raied their cup for me! My director aid: Danny, you have to undertand that no interpreter in thi world could follow her peech. It wa too long for anybody to tranlate!
Did I make it? I kept aking myelf when drinking with my colleague. I had no appetite to eat anything but thinking it over and over. Why wa he doing thi to me? Wa it becaue that the vice mayor wa going to take me to Europe in November? Wa it a tet?
Anyway, I am back from the me now. My Englih wa recognized by my colleague and the people from the city government. That’ what I wanted. Now the only thing I need to do i to relax myelf and keep improving my Englih. God i with me!
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it i my phone number
Wandering aimlely about the city treet with heavy tep and heavier mood,i thought of nothing,gloomily looking up and down the glaring city.It i kind of late,twelve or o o’oclok.I even forgot i had not had my meal and taken in a drop of water ince nine o’oclok in the morning.Many familiar and ad chinee claical vere jumped into my mind while i walked,leting me feel more depreed.why i it o?
Then i got into a bar concioulely or ,more accurately peaking ,it i thirt and hunger that led me into it.i forgot how long i had o walked and now i really felt very tired.I flung myelf into an armchair in-exhaling deeply and lowly.
“How can i help you ,ir？”
“Oh,a gla of beer”
“Ok,jut a minute”
After feeling a bit relaxed ,i directed my eye through the bar,not many people,very quiet and comfortable.Perhape i indeed wa too weary.
Then came my beverage.I ipped a big mouth and then put it on the table,with my eye gazing at the beergla conidering nothing and my finger turning it to and fro,from ide to ide.
The muic wa ort of blue,jut like my mood.I dont know how long i had itted at the table.
“Hi,i there other one at thi table?”aked a middleaged lady with a omewhat long and hazel hair.
“No,jut me”i replied.
“Do you mind my itting here being a chatmate of you?”
“Of coure not,you pleae.”
Then i can clearly look how the woman look like：big eye but not very attractive due to her age,on her chinee white face,very pretty noe and lip,lim and well-dreed.I could imagine the look when he wa in her youth age.Mut be very beautiful ,like flower ,epecially lily or lotu.Maybe it i omewhat mundane a figue of peech.
“Seem you are not in high pirit.”
“Maybe”
“What i wrong with you if you are willing to tell me”
“Nothing pecial,jut i lot my job,no,in fact i quitted it”
“For what?”
“Too fale a work ,too fale an enviroment ,too hypocritical a ociety,maybe too ham humankind i”
“What do you want to do next?”
“Have no idea about it now”
“Your major?”
“Chinee claical literature”
“You look very young,and you will have a bright future.Mind telling me your age?”
“28”
“Golden age,but in my eye you are at mot around 20”
She did ay the truth.It i the cae with me.
“You hould be accompanied by your gf now,and maybe he can hare the adne and anguih with you.You will feel more at eae.”
“I have no girlfriend”
It wa deep into late then,jut left he and i in the bar.
“Seem you are a quiet guy,no many word”
“Maybe”
“It i very late now.Would you like to follow me?”
Since the minute i aw her,i know omething would happen.
“Maybe”
Then her apartment,we drank a lot of beerI forgot what i did or what we did next.
When i awaked,it wa almot approaching the econd-day noon,jut me alone lying on the wide bed,beide me a piece of paper reading “how do you feel now?you can chooe to tay here if you are willing ”
I miled a little.
Finih all what i hould do,i looked around the room,big and trange,and alo made a piece of paper,walking out of the room leaving the door behind.
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