I feel bad
I don't undertand why cann't he control her temper. my wife i the high-power,career driven type. he i very good to me but i alo boy and manipulative ometime. She work for a tart-up company in healthcare a a manager and the work give her lot of tre. tonight, he came back very late a uual. we had a mall talk, then I aked her did you end my mail out today? he aid no i forgot. i wa a little upet caue i aumed he did and wrote to the friend.
i could end it out next monday, anyway, it doent make much of a difference if it arrive one or two day ooner. he aid. dont worry, it' ok. pleae do remember thi time. "why didn't you remind me? why everyone ak me to do thi and that? why hould I do all the work."he yelled, "I didn't leep well for a long time and i very depreed. I feel like breaking tuff. She continued.
I feel very upet too not becaue other reaon but becaue he anger he unleahed on me. it wa nobody' fault. though i may looked little diappointed, I undertand her ituation and didn't ak for a lot. he chooed the job, he i working for her goal. thi i uppoed to be good. why are we uffering. i tried to find an anwer.
he went to bed, but I am in no mood to leep. i could only write omething about my feeling and hoping to get ome comfort from friend here. a a man, I don't like to fight with women and even with a very trong peronality. I am oft poken and patient. men can control themelve, why can't women. maybe that i the difference.WWw.hAOZuowEn.com
I promie
What i a promie? Roughly defined, promie i a declaration auring that one will or will not do omething. Promie can make you and it can alo detroy you. People good at keeping their promie are truted. In contrat, people who have trouble keeping promie are frowned upon and diliked. Why? Maybe it i becaue people often act upon other action. When people ay: “I promie” and do it, other know that uch people are trutworthy. In many buine tranaction, one party perform a ervice to the other in anticipation that the recipient of the ervice will pay back within a certain time limit. Thi i nothing but common ene that ucceful people put uch a high priority on good credit. Contract and agreement are written form of promie, and in certain ituation verbal promie ha the bonding effect of law. In either form of promie, people are uppoed to honor rather than breach them.
In the tory “Cry Wolf”, the young boy wa attacked by the wolf when no one came to hi recue. What we learn i that you cannot trick people into action jut for fun or your own benefit. Otherwie, you are doing a diervice to yourelf and loe trut due to diappointment caued. Many people think that the ucceful career of Andy Liu a a movie tar, popular inger, and winner of numerou award i attributed to a number of hi qualitie, among which an important one i that he i very good at keeping hi promie to himelf, hi fan, and family. So when we promie ourelve omething, or promie other people omething, pleae do the bet to honor it. People wouldn’t be a diappointed when you fail after trying a they would when you don’t make any effort at all.
I know our love i doomed to be a tragical ending
Dark in the room, there are only two lighted candle beide the computer, becaue he like leave them on when he ue computer. But I don’t know from when, I got thi habit, too.
Him, 29 yr old; me, 22 yr old.
Clearly, I have wore that never been touched eaily again by a man, but why finally I till could not control my heart; clearly, I have knew that one month later he will back to America, why both of u are till nurturing our relationhip? My mind been diturbed by him….Fine, “don’t care what will happen in the future, but only care what i happening now”. Though I alway ue thi entence to peruade myelf, i it really working on me?…“He will come back one day”….I am lying to myelf….
I am really cared. Scared about the day he’ leaving, I don’t know how I could act, don’t know what I could ay to him, either….I never had uch trong feeling that want the time to top, jut itting on the couch alongide of him quietly, putting my head on hi houlder, and hi hand holding mine…….
Alway ecretly looking at him more, becaue I know I will have no chance to ee him like thi very oon, becaue I know clearly from my heart that once he leave, that i leaving forever.
God i playing game with me; God i taking advantage of me! Why after you let me fell for him then lead the way to the one that I never can have a reult with him?! It could be better if you not let u even met each other at the firt place!!! Even if there’ no one love me; even if I don’t fell for anyone, which i even better than the ituation now that we will be part away from each other.
Eric, I’m afraid I will really really mi you, I’m afraid you will forget me after you go back to America….but the mot cared thing for me i couldn’t have your lat name, couldn’t be together with you in my life….
I think I fell in love with him…...
I think I love him…….
But I know our love i doomed to be a tragical ending….
I hate myelf!!
Two year ago, I made a great deciion quit my job, everybody who knew thi new upported me and hop me to leave earlier; the more I worked hard, the le I got, I think; I know it i no affair, but I entered thi company for helping thi bo, my former colleague, o I quit my former better job; he made a promie to me …..but nothing came true; about four year I mut leave for eeking another job which i uitable for me; the deciion ha been completed; I feel o eay!
But who know? After my deciion, my bo may have a evere heart attack? Everyday I ee hi tired face and ….I can’t help crying; a poor man, a poor bo, I don’t know if I hould leave or tay, I have a heitation again;
in my life, I have never let anybody diappointment and never given up the friendhip for the money, I know the friendhip i greatet in my heart; but now, I become o elfih, I have uffered from the unfair and the le wage for four year, why didn’t I uffered from again now? I don’t know, maybe my leaving can let him unhappy, maybe…..but, how can I leave in thi occaion? I eem that I put a bain of cold water down hi head!
I don’t know how to do and what to do! My mood become more bad, my heart become more achy, maybe my deciion will become air flying into the ky, I hate myelf, hate myelf very much, my god!!
I cried lat night
My roommate and I went hopping yeterday, the traffic wa too heavy that we came back o late. There wa no hot water for u . We had to get ome hot water to have a bath. I took a bucket and went down tair. Halfway back,he(my enior choolmate and colleague) turned up and called my name ,I felt o urpried but I aid nothing ,jut aid hello to him .Hi hand held a mineral water bottle . It eemed that he wa wahing the bottle. I noticed that, when he called me he jut didn’t want to ee my face . I didn’t know why he act o trange. After aying hello to him, I went outide the door unconciouly.
I myelf might not want to ee him at that moment, I think. Becaue I know that I mut hide!
Then ,I wa o hocked to ee that he followed him. She carried omething in her hand. Obviouly, they went out together to hopping. I feel a little faint when I aw her.
I peeded up my tep and went uptair.I forgot how I entered my room. My roommate opened the door for me. After that, i tried to play the game on my mobile phone. By playing the game , I can forget all the unhappy thing.After bath, I had a good cry. I told my roommate all my tory but not mentioned hi name. My heart hurt at the moment I told her that the one whom I love o much had became another girl bf. He would not love me any more. He would not know the girl who love him jut didn’t dare to let him know her feeling. He won’t know that I didn’t dare to love him becaue of my poor health.
Although my roommate tried to peak omething to comfort me , I till couldn’t help crying.
Why? Should I believe that I am detined not to love anyone?
I don’t dare to love, becaue I will feel terrible when think about that omebody would love me. I can’t imagine what would happen if I tay with the one whom I love. Will he till love me if he find out that I am uffering ome kind of dieae?
Who would have the nerve to fall in love with a ick one?
There ‘ nobody. I think.
I can jut love myelf from now on, becaue nobody will love me.
Hollywood Movie
Whenever I watch a Hollywood movie in a cinema or at home, I have to repect their imagination, technologie and the acting kill of thoe famou or non-famou actor/actree. We enjoyed the movie, we had fun, and we had to admit that it wa wonderfully done!
Ye, I admit that Hollywood movie factorie ue the mot advanced technology in the world to create all kind of effect, including pecial computer effect! Either a cartoon world or a catle of the Mid Age; either an ancient battle field or an alien-living world, they are jut able to create it out! They have hown to the world that their imagination are abolutely unlimited!
Compared with thoe countle Chinee Qing Dynaty erial how and movie, the Hollywood movie are not retricted within certain topic. They took the rik to break the rule of movie indutry and proved they were right!
Jut take a look at how their imagination worked thee year.
Firt, they were intereted in inect. So they made up a tory and made it a world popular cartoon movie (The Ant).
Then, they found out that people would probably be curiou on the dinoaur lived in Cretaceou period. Nobody actually knew what a dinoaur look like, epecially Rex! So, Juraic Park came out to u, followed by The Lot World. A group of cientit draw the DNA of a dinoaur from it foil! What a nice try! What a brave, reaonable and cientific thought!
When people finally lot their interet in dinoaur, the creative team of Hollywood turned their len to the outer pace of the earth. The Star War erie came to the world right in time! Can you recall how many Hollywood movie about the univere you have een thee year? I can’t!
Soon, they fed up with the univere and jumped back into the vat ocean. The U-571, The Deep Blue Sea and Perfect Storm are rather repreentative of thoe ocean-related movie! I didn’t know a peron could hold hi breath for that long before I aw thoe movie!
When hitory and realitie finally lot the attraction, the team began to tell fair tale, myth and legend. The Ring erie, Harry Potter erie, The Matrix erie… are all o welcome by the world that people can’t help thinking: What’ next?
Since they’ve gotten the movie involved into Legend, myth, ancient dynatie, WW2 event, modern live, univere torie, animal, inect, vampire, demon…etc. What attraction can they bring to u next? And when? Let’ wait and ee!