Thi emeter, and half a month in the pat, near the tomb-weeping day holiday, but chool i not far from my houe, and cut cla to go home, early i really a happy thing.
Thi period of time not to worry, but really have a bit tired. Becaue life i alway difficult to adapt to the don't kip chool, then I made the leon of the layout of generation, alway can't nub, o from thi apect, I wa really made effort, although thi i neceary, but they are delighted hi brave tep.
Back home but it' nothing to do, and don't have to conider what cla chool where to eat, don't need to do the homework, don't read, thi home and watch TV and mother chat to the kie. Quiet, dicovered uddenly turn a new page - the calendar in April. The college entrance examination, 67 day left.
When it come to recall the univerity entrance exam, i uch an opportunity, through the movie "youth". The only one I have ever een a movie about high fill. Name, even if it' a new name. From dazed and confued and brave to vindicate, mom, for the firt time the univerity entrance exam, to wa forced to go back to the tutorial, then from wihful thinking elf-deception to finally accept the reality, and make the lat effort to own youth in a a early a the end, the whole movie i funny, there are weet, of coure the lat and tear, feeling. Let the memory of that year early ummer woke up uddenly, I really like incredibly dare to love dare hate plain tubborn character, although I wa very ordinary, ordinary or even vulgar, but if only to ee the claroom, ee the examination paper, ee every blackboard ome "XX day before the college entrance examination", then naturally, of coure will mi that time.WWw.hAOzuowEn.com
Seem to be a ophomore next emeter fat into junior, I immediately, peaking of the univerity entrance exam i o out of place. But I can't deny that I mi that time, mi you.
In June 2012.
The lat day of cla.
Have the habit of taking a nap, today no leep. Packed in the dorm, I decided to go to the claroom tidy up book. The claroom i on the third floor. The bar on the wall of corridor, i light through the leave of the ecape light and hadow, caught between noon olemnly, the wind in the earch for the arrival. I hut my eye, earplug, imagine that a few day later, the end of the Ming all the hardhip will oon come to an end, but I felt a little le than the releae, like being on a tone in my heart, to the end, I remembered that I did not have a good hopping here, not a good read out of the window that i higher than the building luh leave of the tree, haven't een groteque white cloud, the ky finally want to try very hard to keep the hadow of the claroom, and I don't know how long it will keep in mind. Even o, I alo very hard thing here abruptly into the brain. In the lat time, I uddenly found a wrinkle out of paper, a familiar eat, a board the blackboard familiar word, there are 361 day left work in thi line of word "xx day before the college entrance examination," i very taty.
If I had to find a word to decribe the mood of the graduation photo, it i tragic.
Some people with a traight face, ome people mile, a bit of a face without expreion, tand in the mot harmoniou way, leave inignificant in the long river of time, then the bird and beat away, back to the claroom to a tream. Even till now I till don't undertand what I am from extremely boring tet paper, adhere to the operation done everal time in the ubject, inited that the whole year.
However, when looking at chool paper cattered all over the ky, fall, in the heart ha a ay a pleaure, even though I wa not involved in.
Go to chool at the evening ky, it eem that make no difference, i till a breeze from the orange cloud and troke, I imagine the end after 5 day, can't laugh.
My memorie of high chool three year, a if only three thi lat few day are all enlarged. Three may have ince only a few day, o becaue the ret of the time i almot a repeat. That day I threw away the remaining lat few package netle coffee. They are my flat and agile the bin, then iue the lung, the releae of the moment I feel really, don't mell coffee h2 focu, i a very with a ene of thing.
In June 2013.
Hot in the afternoon, I and my the iron man hiding in the dining room on the econd floor for final review. Biological three book I read torie that it only took le than half an hour, watching and laughing, becaue ee tory a biological material, can alo dicloe their plot, and even can write out the next page which poition ha their own note. Laugh in the end, the elder brother hard pen knocked at my head, I unloaded earplug, to lower the head to continue to read other tudent don't take a reaon I, I'm convergence. And then I drank half bottle of mineral water, write all conceivable chemical equation, then knead, cat aide. Finally, I have no matter to do, dry mile looking at the elder brother, a face of her every now and then call him a annoy the Obama, in the end, he i really can't tand, get rid of textbook, firmly roar, "go away."
Then I will not deperately gigantic feet in June a whole afternoon un playground ran 5 time. The freight tation above looked at me and laugh, i not actually run, he aid, heattroke what to do. I aid, you go to dead, it' almot five o 'clock, your iter in the heat.
Run my feet to protet, but I thee year at noon with bare feet on the baketball court crazy i no laughing matter. Wearing flip-flop, I drank the remaining water light, then try to remember a year ago today, nothing. Reply i, after all, when time i compreed like a dry ponge, water even o happily run to full head big weat, are extremely luxuriou thing.
Back to the dining hall, picked up the pen, go up carrying bag. Alo don't back, it wa very cool thing, though objection thi elder brother and the thing bring me back, I till put up a forced out. But thank him for the next two tarted to pour with rain, in addition to net dormitory reading which I can't. Although there were Chinee note and double ide bad Englih word, but I wa rejected, epecially the Englih word, look back every day, every day yao only 26 letter, apart long at all the ame, but really living away my time. But I till don't want to throw away, becaue I want to leave to take an examination of Englih page when tore back to the dormitory, it mut be very ene of belt.
On June 8, 2013.
The bell ring, I have been itting on the eat for five minute, five minute i I thi life the mot atified for five minute. Had decided to come back, in the form of a retudy of make up the fault of my high chool three year and regret, it i a very brave thing. Reread the dormitory 401, ethanol jun very fun aid, not high in life i not full of life. I remember when he aid that entence i mathematical week tet, we finih the lat row everal high fill of laughter into tate in the problem immediately. Now recall thee, it i very ad.
The upervior to verify the tet paper, to a eriou of balam pear face, pring breeze face aid, congratulation to the tudent complete the univerity entrance exam, I wih the tudent well, ok, liberated.
Ye, liberated.
Out of the door of the claroom, I deliberately walked lowly. The elder brother deadpan over there waiting for me. I till can't help but laughed. Ak him how about Englih, he ay, i a primary chool tudent do. Thi i my firt time to liten to hi brag, but I fully believe he qualified to ay thi entence, be he get up at five every morning many, and adhere to the firt nine month.
I o hot in the evening, and there i no difference between a year ago. My bag acro the ride a bike, looking at the big tree on both ide of the quiet guard thi Ann and land, feeling very much. Although I imagined that leave the cene here many time and alo thought that I could not give up, but really in thi time, intead of the imagination are jut a door, door left unlocked only puhed the folding fan door, truly feel the feeling of looking at the cenery outide i how.
And I eem to all of the exam, day after day, to olve the problem of reading, coffee, core, aid nothing. Really want to quiet feeling lat night, thee thing are need to foil. Three and four take an examination of higher moment i two feeling. Three time becaue for two year, three left from cratch for a year, paid the paper knew hi own weight, know ome regret and blame only tacitly, find a day ha finally become a bloody dagger, a knife, a knife tabbed to the heart, after the relaxation of anxiety, live core before a period of time into hell, alo living reult come out later time into thick determination. High four, all of the effort of hard work, even if finally till fail, alo can calm of ay, i another matter. I live up to nine month of the up and down, I naturally can leiurely yi yi enjoy a moment of quiet and relaxing. The univerity entrance exam thi thing only experienced people know, once the original yourelf, i o great a man.
I am very grateful to my own, deciively choe the econd youth, chooe high four, no matter what motivation i, anyhow I am very honet in the face of life the face of a mall thing, even now many people who will pend it if it doen't matter, really nothing. During that time, however, we alway keep breakthrough yourelf, init, grind teeth, o tough, how attractive. Becaue, our experience i more than a period of time that i not to, or a peron even how unwilling gritting hi teeth h2.
So I went in moody looked at everal other movie about campu youth, we will eventually lot youth "to", "Jane' you", but not the youth to end o give me a very impule feeling, maybe it' becaue I haven't graduated from college, becaue I know that my life may not be o twit and turn, after all, the tory of the character in the movie, after all, i pecial.
Many people ay, mi before becaue now too well. Actually i not entirely. So far I alo have a lot of idea, paranoid, cheerful, but what I found both touch, no more pure and good high chool. We lot the high chool' way of life, nature will alo loe many preciou thing. So that my lazy ide awakened o thoroughly, until I remembered at that time, I feel incredible and finally filling up the courage to change.
Lat time and everal clamate of the elder brother drink, dragon aid, wih we can alway do not come looe in my life, alo can do thi together after many year. We raied hi gla, I aid, will, and the final not fail! Drink, and i a good thing. That year, however, that night, accompany me to drink off, he i now in where? Doing what?